March 18, 2002
Feeling preoccupied about attachment
Feeling preoccupied about attachment these last couple of days. I feel like I remember college less than my same-aged friends do. And I feel like I feel my friendships less than my friends feel my friendship. (Yes, that sentence made sense, read it again.) I am trying to think of more ways to fully feel and realize how much my friends value me. I must have some sort of creepy self-protective thing going on because I consistently nag at myself underneath... anything to keep myself from really relaxing in someone else's appreciation.
Maybe it's just a phase... it sure has been overcast lately. Weather
makes me insane.
Posted by Curt at March 18, 2002 11:49 PM